Monday, February 21, 2011

The quiet before the storm

My dear. I've realized it's been almost a full month without a blog post. It's not that I'm tired or bored of blogging...but I feel like not much has been going on that's blog worthy. But, on this snowy Monday morning (blast!) I feel like there is something to talk about.

This is actually week two of training for a sub/2 hour half marathon. My goal race is the LI Half on May 1st. That's about a 7 minute PR. Which doesn't sound like a lot, but sometimes it does. So, knowing I would have to step up my game a million notches, I decided to ask the one and only Speed Sasquatch to help me train for it. I've seen my friends make some amazing progress under his training plans, and I knew he'd be able to keep me motivated and push me when I needed it. That being said, I was also scared he was going to kick my ass and I'd be way in over my head.

The first week of training went pretty well, if I do say so myself. A successful fartlek run (teehee) a 4 mile tempo run just a few seconds short of my PR last year, and a sub 9:30 10K. Who is this girl? The 10k is my least favorite distance...and I haven't run anything sub 9:30 (i think) since a 5k last June. And it was a progressive run, my first mile in the 9:40's, my last mile in the low 9:00's. I really, really hope this is just the beginning of things to come, because to reach a 2 hour half I'm going to have to find a lot of that girl.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

My goals

I admit it, I was having a weak moment last night. A moment where I wanted to give up on everything and let myself gorge on sweets and junk and let my butt mold into the sofa cushion.

After I got some sense slapped into my head I realized what gets me so down about my expectations and my goals. These goals are not goals for my body. Every female (well, maybe at least female runner) would love a body like their favorite athlete, but you know what? That's not a realistic goal. There's no way you're going to see me at the gym for 4+ hours a day, running 75+ miles a week. I have no desire to turn my life into that, just for what? To get a "perfect body"?

I think I need to start focusing on what's best for me, and my body. What do I want to focus on? What do I need to focus on? Starting with fresh goals and a better mindset, I'm hoping to never feel like giving up is an option, ever again.